Hello...
So Im fusterated with myself because I havent been as strict as I should be with myself. I have been staying in decent calories under 2400 I would say and most days under 2000 and some days at 1800 and considering I need to eat 3500 or more to maintain my calories thats not horriable..however I just want to be strong and stay lower. I guess I am going to give it time. I just know I was doing so good with drinking lots of water, less soda and less food. As long as I am in weightloss mode though I shouldnt complain.
Work is just wierd, I dont ever know what to think about that place, I cant even explain it. The people are of their own, and well if you are not of that then you are of nothing. But its not like they are preps, or have money, or thin, or smart ... they are different, and I dont know. I dont know who I can trust and who is playing me to see what they can get from me.
School work, lots left. Totally fuffing my final I have tomorrow, and I have a paper thats due by the end of the weekend I havent even started on. I dont feel like doing homework and my eyes are killing me after I do normal day activities. I dont mean killing me like pain, just fuzzy blurry difficult. I think next semester will be better when I am at the dorm and I dont have much else to do.... or at least I can pray that happends :)
I miss my husband and I think he is upset at me for being so distant. I have to get better and spend more time with him. So tonight we are going to spend a few minutes together before going to bed, and I hope to get up in time to make french toast, or something special for us. Hes so amazing and I dont want him to think anything differnet. I dont want to ever regret not spending time with him.
Work called me to come in tomorrow for another hour and a half shift. I dont mind...but last week I rushed and felt like I was risking my life...and tomorrow is supoosed to be a storm. Then I learn that my boss has been texting me and knew I thought she was another co worker and didnt say anything. Then when I confronted her and found out she just smiled. Wierd I dont get it. I feel like im in a wacky house or some sort of wierd movie.
Got to get to school and get some stuff printed tomorrow morning before class I know I am going to be so tired! ICK. I dont know how I thought I was going to get this all done in time. I think I am missing time somewhere! I guess if I get off here and get some stuff done then I would have less to worry about in the morning...DUH katie :)
Okie dokie...Later!
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Another Catch up Blog....
Good Morning...
OK so I dont know what I have written and what I havent, seems like its taking me longer to get to my blog and well everything else for that matter...so I am going to try and be short and sweet and to the point.
School only has two more weeks left, I am so flipping excited, I have so much to do around my house though I am sure once I dont have school I wll lose that ambition because I would rather just sit and do nothing :) I need to clean, and sort some stuff. I would also like to get my house decorated etc....we shall see.
Work is going ok, its drama filled. I guess I just take it one day at a time and am just excited to have a job. I know how hard it is to find them...so for the moment in time I wont complain. Though I really need to keep it through next sememster so i hope they are nice :)
I did get accepted to a dorm at school...oh yeah that reminds me I have to type a note up for work about my new availablilty. Im not sure that they are going to like it but ... take it or leave it I guess because school has to come first. I am excited about the dorm because I wll only have to drive to LaCrosse once, I will be able to be a part of SHRM and I hope to do better on my homework.
Alan got icky news from the Dr. his liver results are still abnormal. He also has a spot on his lungs that I really feel is just the bronchitis that the dr was to jerky to diagnos, however its suspicious enough that the Dr wants a repeat scan in a couple months. Its scary non the less!
When we went to his Dr. appts though i did find out I was down another three pounds which is nice cause it was after Thanksgiivng. I know Im not losing as fast as I would like however its still going down and though I havent been as good as I should be latly, I havnet been horriable. Next semester though they make you buy a meal plan at the dorm...... which means I will have to eat cafeteria food....which number one calories will be hard to find and two... I am not a huge fan of the healthy stuff from cafeterias...reminds me too much of school food :) ICK.
Got some Xmas shopping done accutally I have gotten quit a bit done, I have just a few more things left. I am excited. I cant wait to get our tree and decorate a little bit.... One of these days!!!
Ok dokie I suppose I should get going I have homework I could be doing.
Take care!
Katie
OK so I dont know what I have written and what I havent, seems like its taking me longer to get to my blog and well everything else for that matter...so I am going to try and be short and sweet and to the point.
School only has two more weeks left, I am so flipping excited, I have so much to do around my house though I am sure once I dont have school I wll lose that ambition because I would rather just sit and do nothing :) I need to clean, and sort some stuff. I would also like to get my house decorated etc....we shall see.
Work is going ok, its drama filled. I guess I just take it one day at a time and am just excited to have a job. I know how hard it is to find them...so for the moment in time I wont complain. Though I really need to keep it through next sememster so i hope they are nice :)
I did get accepted to a dorm at school...oh yeah that reminds me I have to type a note up for work about my new availablilty. Im not sure that they are going to like it but ... take it or leave it I guess because school has to come first. I am excited about the dorm because I wll only have to drive to LaCrosse once, I will be able to be a part of SHRM and I hope to do better on my homework.
Alan got icky news from the Dr. his liver results are still abnormal. He also has a spot on his lungs that I really feel is just the bronchitis that the dr was to jerky to diagnos, however its suspicious enough that the Dr wants a repeat scan in a couple months. Its scary non the less!
When we went to his Dr. appts though i did find out I was down another three pounds which is nice cause it was after Thanksgiivng. I know Im not losing as fast as I would like however its still going down and though I havent been as good as I should be latly, I havnet been horriable. Next semester though they make you buy a meal plan at the dorm...... which means I will have to eat cafeteria food....which number one calories will be hard to find and two... I am not a huge fan of the healthy stuff from cafeterias...reminds me too much of school food :) ICK.
Got some Xmas shopping done accutally I have gotten quit a bit done, I have just a few more things left. I am excited. I cant wait to get our tree and decorate a little bit.... One of these days!!!
Ok dokie I suppose I should get going I have homework I could be doing.
Take care!
Katie
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