Busy busy busy....

Dear Diary!

Man life has been busy! BUT busy has helped to keep me out of trouble! Between work, family, school, and dieting I am keeping out of trouble. This weekend there was a big family blow up and instead of eating, I went shopping. I wont say that the thought didnt cross my mind but it was a huge victory that it wasnt really even an option.

Got too involved in work and forgot about some school work so I am not very happy with myself about that. I hzve also neglected my house work, I just feel kind of spread thin, however on the same hand I love it because I love being busy.

There were some changes made to my work schedule that I dont know how I feel about. Its a regular schedule which I like. however they have me driving which I dont want. SUCH is life though. Right now I need the job so I will take it and hope it goes well.

Had pizza the other night from Pizza hut and the pizza mias are like 200 calories a slice. It was great and I am so happy that we are finding foods that we can eat out and eat. For lunch yesterday I had mac and cheese and mashed potatos and gravy at KFC - it was only 300 calories. Its nice because I dont feel limited! Also the tacos we have been having at home have been so good! I love the lettuce and onions and have been limiting the meat and cheese so that its healthier. They are great. I dont know I guess food just tastes better when your not taking it for granted!

I have mended a couple friendships with people I had recently put out of my life. I did it because I couldnt control their lives in making them better before so I figured I wouldnt have them in my life making my life negative. However since I have taken control of my eating I feel more like I can distance peoples problems from my life without them making my life negative. I have a great friendship tot give and I dont want to deprive people of it. :) Not to sound cocky or anything.

We made small weight goals and are going to reward our selves for them when we complete them. Mine is to be able to weigh on our scale and then I will get a pedcure and facial or something. SO lets hop its soon! However I have to relaize that I am sure I have like 40+ to loose from when I started so I cant expect that in three weeks its going to be gone. HOPEFULLY sooner then later though!

Ok dokie well I suppose I better get some more stuff done around the house. Take care!!!