Well today has been interesting to say the least. My mind has been all over the place and I cant seem to keep one mindset its just a roller coaster of thoughts. Part of me looks in the mirror and says wow Katie your face is so pretty!!!! and cant stop staring and smiling at myself. Part of me says, this has been to easy with the calories so you must be screwing up and eating more - Though I know Ive been good and even if I mess up a calorie or two here and there its not a thousand or two worth. LOL. I can eat like 3200 or so and stay at my current weight and I am eating 1600 calories. I guess it doesnt help that I cant weigh myself. Today my job, was kind of overwhelming, yet rewarding, and of course everything is going so well, but I feel like my bubble is going to be popped soon and its going to go back to the way it was two weeks ago. I went to the gym today.... I dont know if I wanted to but I was just so board I just didnt want to do anything and I wanted to use the hot tub. I pushed myself to do the treadmill for 20 minutes and then a couple free weight machines and ten or twenty minutes in the hot tub doing water exercises. Its not that it wears me out its that I get sooo bored.
Well tomorrow is an early morning and then for some reason I voluntered to do early mornings on Fridays at work. BLAH So I have to be up at 430 on Fridays. I guess I thought it was better then late nights ... Sigh. I dont know I thought I was dispatching, and though after getting a taste of it this morning I was a bit overwhelmed I also do not want to drive in the winter!!!! So needless to say I am not super happy with the situation but until it snows I will not bitch too much...cause its money in the mean time.
Well I suppose need to utilize all the time I can with my husband so I am saying good bye for now. Take care!!!!
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